Please Dun Try So Hard To Say Goodbye

Sometimes I can't help but be amazed by my gut instinct. I guess the candle blew out again yest. Today she told me that she wants to be alone for the meantime. I'd be lying if I said I din see it coming. I really dun know how to react to it when I first received her sms. I did not reply her immediately in case I said sth rash n upset her even more. I tot it over for a few hrs.

This is the 2nd time she is disappearing from me. I guess she must have met eric yest. I asked her a couple of times where she going but she always avoided answering. No wonder her response became so lukewarm last nite. Somehow I predicted our Wed date wun happen. That's y i tried so hard to get her to promise to meet me on Wed. Nonetheless, what wun be eventually wun be.

Regardless of what, princess: "it's ur happiness, that matters, most of all". If it requires me to take a step back, i will do it. If it requires me to only show my concern silently, i will do it. If it requires me to be a fool, i will do it.

I really think this song suits us.

She Will Be Loved

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I’ve had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don’t mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay around
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn’t matter anymore

Its not always rainbows and butterflies
It’s compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door’s always open
You can come anytime you want

I don’t mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay around
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don’t mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay around
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Please don’t try so hard to say goodbye
Please don’t try so hard to say goodbye

Yeah
I don’t mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye