Saturday, May 14, 2005

Bingo Again

Well, well, I wan new developments rite? I sure got them. haha. Not in a favorable way though. I asked her out for sushi yest, and she agreed initially. But abt midday she said she gotta attend her good fren's graduation thingy, so had to turn me down. Well, I was fine with that. I mean I dun think I make it anywhere near to her good fren level yet.

So ended up I went down Zouk with Eugene where they hoisting the FHM Top 100 Sexiest Women Countdown. It was mostly a stare at the project screen and clap affair, with only a few of the local starlettes showing up. Zouk's member section was a star-filled area after that, with cythia koh, ann kok, jaime teo, rachel lee, joey swee, denise keller, maia lee, margaret lee, etc being there that nite. I met Val again there as well.

Y did I sidetrack to talking abt Zouk? tsk tsk.. mental lapse. haha. Well, to cut a long story short, let's just say my suspicions were confirmed. (U asking what's my suspicions rite? U just gotta refer back a few entries) Well, partially at least. After what she told me today. So y do I say it's only partially rite? Well, cos he is somemore from her past, n not someone new. I dun really know what i'm feeling when I was chatting with her. A bit of deja vu feeling, sth like "hey, din this happen to me b4?" Listening to someone I like talk abt someone she likes after he's upset her. It definitely upset me at first. Her reply of "yes" cut into my heart when I asked her if its abt someone she likes. But gradually, I started talking to her like how I would talk to any other gal, as in someone I dun have special feelings for. I dun think she has any special feelings for me yet, but at least she doesn't mind hanging out with me. For that i'm glad. So is anything going to happen? That's sth I dun have the ans for, someone else does. I wun know the ans till I make clear my stand.

I know u all r gonna ask me abt this if u all read this, but can u all pls dun? I dun feel like talking abt it yet. If I wan to say it, I will.

And finally......
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2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Thanks-a-roo.. Finally.. haha.. :)

Anonymous said...

anyways.. just to add.. i think i felt cheated.. bleah. :P